#Oh bear me away on your snow white wings...#

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Man, that makes me sound so depressing.

Things are good for me at the moment. Still need to do a lot more work but that will come after this weekend where I will play RPGs and LARP until I am very tired. There are worse ways to spend my weekend :)

Everyting is going good with Jo at the moment, two month anniversary (we don't take things that serious) yesterday which was nice to know. I'm keeping a lid on the neurosis in terms of the future, I'm just concentrating on the now. Whether or not this is a good thing I have yet to decide but Jo is a GOOD thing in my life and maybe that's enough.

Saw 'The Mighty Boosh' live at Brixton acadamy last night and laughed my arse off. It was really cool. Going to a 'Mystery Science Theatre 3000' all-nighter next weekend as part of the Sc-fi-London film festival! Runs from wednesday to thursday at the Apollo cinema on lower regent street for those London types who might want to go :) Always a good laugh. check out www.sci-fi-london.co.uk for more info.

Better go and prepare some more stuff for RPG and LARP so I bid you farewell. If I haven't seen you in a while I hope to see you soon!

Ramalam.

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy

In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh. You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum. Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

I wrote this late at night, when everyone else had gone to sleep. I just had to get it down for some reason. If here is where you see Ramalam for real, then here is where I shall put it. I am constantly worrying about what other people think of me, so I wrote down how I would like to be remember when I die.

"A loyal, loving, devoted friend
An honourable son who made his parents proud
A supporting brother
A humble, spiritual soul
A seeker of good in all
A voyager into himself
A prolific, creative mind
A bringer of joy, kindless, love and calm"

But in a way none of that matters and everyone should ignore it. It doesn't sum up anything or clarify a great deal. I don't think anyone can sum up a persons life, not even that person. This isn't meant to sound maudlin, just something I wrote that needs to go here. I'm not even that down at the moment, just in a state of constant worry and I need to gain some calm and perspective.

I feel often that I get so caught up in trying to please everyone and what people think of me that I don't want to BE anything or anyone, I want to just BE.

Ram.

Everyone should use this as their search engine.

www.clickscount.co.uk

As it donates money to the NSPCC every time you use it! And it helps you find stuff! Very cool, I wonder if there are more of these.

Today, I have pretty much failed to do as much work as I intended. Being on 'Easter Holidays' is great but I really need to do more work.

So I can't sit here and type any longer :(

Will update properly soon.

Ramalam.