You don't find the way, the way finds you...#
 | You scored as Fox. You are the Fox. You are quite intelligent and use it to your advantage. You are a diplomatic person and use that to help your friends in times of crisis, not choosing sides. You are also very patient, waiting for what you want.
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The above is my animal totem. Nice to know if I ever went on a trippy spiritual journey my guide would be a fox.
Tonsilitis was cleared up by the help of antibiotics. I had the bacterial strain so was down for about a week. It was pretty bad not being able to swallow without flinching and my mouth smelling like a gutter. But Jo nursed me back to health.
I feel however, that I have fallen out of my life a bit. All this dissertation writing and working behind the bar mean I'm living in what I used to this were the peripheries of my social circle. In many ways I find this sad, but in another way, liberating. It is almost as if I have died and have been reborn.
This conveys how I am feeling about myself as well, I am letting go far more. Things fall from me like petals from a flower rather than me carrying a rock.
What I need to do is reconnect with the people that really mean something to me. This I shall be doing slowly, to give each and everyone the correct amount of attention. But remember that I love you all.
It will be Jo's and my 6th month anniversary this month :) Doesn't seem like six months but I certainly feel quite deeply connected to her. If you'll indulge me, when I'm not with her the world doesn't seem as bright. It's not 'grey' either it just doesn't seem to have the same 'colour' to it. I'm not sure what this means, but I know it means I like her. A lot.
See you all soon, or in dreams.
Ramalam.